[So a kiss has calmed this potential tiny beast down. Not that Roxas would ever call Sora that, but he remembers that in the animal kingdom that some of the cutest animals were some of the deadliest. It's calming down his own fear as Sora keeps going.
Until Sora decides to use tongue and Roxas panics. He's not ready for that kind of kiss and he pulls away fast. He puts his hands over his face as his cheeks go scarlet.]
[Sora ends up giggling when Roxas pulls away, a short breathless noise from his lips as he wipes a bit of wetness from his bottom lip.
Roxas is too cute when he blushes. He can barely handle it.
He leans forward again even if he heard Roxas' words. But this time he leans in enough to press a kiss to Roxas' ear, lips brushing the shell of it gently.]
[Don't giggle at him! It's embarrassing that he can't handle more. Roxas is more than a little mortified that this is how his first kiss went. Sora is so confident in what he's doing...
The next kiss is the most startling. It makes a breathy yet high pitched noise escape from the blond's lips. Immediately the hands are moved from covering the face to muting any potential sound coming from his mouth. The blush is deep and extends to his ears, though Roxas is sure that it's all over.
He stares at Sora with wide eyes. How much more can he take? And should he act or keep being a passive recipient?]
[there's a fine line between confidence and obsession
Sora is purely delighted at the reactions he's getting. Sora's heart flutters like a tornado in his chest. He continues to trail his lips over Roxas' ear and eventually leaves a small nip at Roxas' earlobe.
He finally leans back a little. His fingers tickle over Roxas' chest as he still feels for that thumping heartbeat. He watches Roxas with wide eyes.]
Heh. You should see how nice your face looks right now.
[Roxas has a complaint to make with whoever or whatever created human bodies: Ears should not be sensitive. He shouldn't be making the noises he's making because of a damn ear. It's not fair. And to think there might be worse spots...
There's a slight glare being thrown Sora's way as Roxas fights to get his breathing under control.]
N-No... Don't look at me!
[It's killing him that Sora is staring. End him now please!!!]
[Oh. Sora is definitely thinking about worse spots. He can't help the breathless laugh he lets out when Roxas glares at him and he tugs on the hem of Roxas' shirt.]
[Are they going to not actually work on the project at this rate? Sora, please, you're something else...]
You've seen me smile. And I don't have anything to smile about right now.
[Seriously. Roxas is far from happy. Okay, he is happy, but not in a smiling kind of way. More a "I'm curious to see where this goes" way, which he'll keep to himself as to not encourage Sora. If Sora really wants to play this game with someone who doesn't know how they should feel about him, he'll have to earn that smile.]
Roxas' answer is another thing Sora didn't want to hear. What does he mean he doesn't have anything to smile about- Sora just confessed. They just-- kissed and Roxas kissed him back.
Suddenly a strange bubbling anger fills Sora's lungs he clenches his teeth and looks down at his hands and they're shaking again.
... Maybe if he just wrapped his fingers around Roxas' neck and squeezed as hard as he could? Would he smile for Sora then?]
[That was a bad move. Now there's really a sense of danger. Sora wasn't happy and it's showing as clear as day. Roxas swallows hard, hesitating before taking Sora's hands in his own. He gives them a soft squeeze as he thinks of what to say.]
Sora... You're moving too fast, and it's scaring me. I've never done anything with anyone like this. You're cute and you seem really nice and I do want to get to know you, but at a normal pace. No rushing. [He manages a small smile, hoping Sora would look up to see it.] Please?
[Would that work?]
I didn't mind the kiss. It's all that you were doing after that made me pull back. I'm not ready for that.
[Roxas' hands on his somehow makes some of the static in his head calm down. But the anger is still bubbling inside his heart and his fingers squeeze tight on Roxas' hands.
He doesn't understand what Roxas needs a normal pace for. Or what Roxas couldn't be ready for. Sora loves him with his entire heart and soul what else does there have to be?]
[Biting back any indication that the squeezing hurt, Roxas nods. He leans forward and rests his forehead against Sora's, closing his eyes, hoping that small thing showed trust.]
It is. I don't want to be scared of you, Sora.
[Right now he's downright terrified.]
If you want me to smile for you, then don't scare me.
[His grip loosens but only enough that his knuckles aren't white. His heart is hurting right now and he's not sure what to do about it. He's so close to panicking.
... The only thing that stops him from panicking is the touch of Roxas' forehead against his. Sora lets out a tiny breath of air and inhales softly. He wants to be close to Roxas. So close that he could just open his chest up and.......]
I do want to see you smile, Roxas... So, I'll try.
Huh? [The kiss has Sora's heart beating quickly in his chest. Really, all he wants to do is make out a lot and touch a lot right now--- But if... That scared Roxas...
... This is hard. Hard to hold back all of these strong feelings.]
I'm not sure I can hold back if we lay down together.
[.... That might be a problem. Roxas chews on his lip as he debates on what to do. If Sora could follow instructions, even if a little unwilling, then...]
As long as clothes don't come off, I don't mind kissing you some more.
[Simple enough of a request. Right?]
And if I don't like something, I'll tell you. Alright?
[That blush and smile are cute and Roxas would love to see more blushing. Then again, is he that desperate for affection he's already thinking future things... Sora doesn't seem bad except these mood swings. Hmm...
[Hugs are doable. Roxas wraps his arms around Sora's neck, not too tight but just enough. Hugging someone who wasn't his brother or a friend is a little strange. They're close enough together where Roxas can smell Sora. The other had a much softer scent than he expected.]
.... kind of smells like sunshine...
[Did he just say that out loud??? Please don't let Sora have heard that.]
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Until Sora decides to use tongue and Roxas panics. He's not ready for that kind of kiss and he pulls away fast. He puts his hands over his face as his cheeks go scarlet.]
S-Sorry... too much, too fast...
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Roxas is too cute when he blushes. He can barely handle it.
He leans forward again even if he heard Roxas' words. But this time he leans in enough to press a kiss to Roxas' ear, lips brushing the shell of it gently.]
Just a bit more...
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The next kiss is the most startling. It makes a breathy yet high pitched noise escape from the blond's lips. Immediately the hands are moved from covering the face to muting any potential sound coming from his mouth. The blush is deep and extends to his ears, though Roxas is sure that it's all over.
He stares at Sora with wide eyes. How much more can he take? And should he act or keep being a passive recipient?]
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there's a fine line between confidence and obsessionSora is purely delighted at the reactions he's getting. Sora's heart flutters like a tornado in his chest. He continues to trail his lips over Roxas' ear and eventually leaves a small nip at Roxas' earlobe.
He finally leans back a little. His fingers tickle over Roxas' chest as he still feels for that thumping heartbeat. He watches Roxas with wide eyes.]
Heh. You should see how nice your face looks right now.
[He could take a picture right now.]
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There's a slight glare being thrown Sora's way as Roxas fights to get his breathing under control.]
N-No... Don't look at me!
[It's killing him that Sora is staring. End him now please!!!]
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Come on, Roxas. Just smile once for me. Please?
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You've seen me smile. And I don't have anything to smile about right now.
[Seriously. Roxas is far from happy. Okay, he is happy, but not in a smiling kind of way. More a "I'm curious to see where this goes" way, which he'll keep to himself as to not encourage Sora. If Sora really wants to play this game with someone who doesn't know how they should feel about him, he'll have to earn that smile.]
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Roxas' answer is another thing Sora didn't want to hear. What does he mean he doesn't have anything to smile about- Sora just confessed. They just-- kissed and Roxas kissed him back.
Suddenly a strange bubbling anger fills Sora's lungs he clenches his teeth and looks down at his hands and they're shaking again.
... Maybe if he just wrapped his fingers around Roxas' neck and squeezed as hard as he could? Would he smile for Sora then?]
Roxas...
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Sora... You're moving too fast, and it's scaring me. I've never done anything with anyone like this. You're cute and you seem really nice and I do want to get to know you, but at a normal pace. No rushing. [He manages a small smile, hoping Sora would look up to see it.] Please?
[Would that work?]
I didn't mind the kiss. It's all that you were doing after that made me pull back. I'm not ready for that.
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He doesn't understand what Roxas needs a normal pace for. Or what Roxas couldn't be ready for. Sora loves him with his entire heart and soul what else does there have to be?]
... If that's what you want.
[If that's what Roxas wants...]
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It is. I don't want to be scared of you, Sora.
[Right now he's downright terrified.]
If you want me to smile for you, then don't scare me.
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... The only thing that stops him from panicking is the touch of Roxas' forehead against his. Sora lets out a tiny breath of air and inhales softly. He wants to be close to Roxas. So close that he could just open his chest up and.......]
I do want to see you smile, Roxas... So, I'll try.
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Do you want to lay down? I'll lay down with you. [He's not sure if he's a cuddler or not, but if it'll help Sora...]
We can work on the project... Tomorrow. Alright? Just make it a rest day today.
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... This is hard. Hard to hold back all of these strong feelings.]
I'm not sure I can hold back if we lay down together.
[At least he's being honest??]
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As long as clothes don't come off, I don't mind kissing you some more.
[Simple enough of a request. Right?]
And if I don't like something, I'll tell you. Alright?
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Alright. If Roxas doesn't like something then I'll try not to do it...
[Maybe.]
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He gets up and pulls Sora along.]
I know you'll do your best.
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Before they can even reach the bed Sora is coming close to hug Roxas, arms going around his torso to hold him.
Roxas' warmth and his scent...]
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.... kind of smells like sunshine...
[Did he just say that out loud??? Please don't let Sora have heard that.]
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Like sunshine?
[Sora's fingers are already wandering across Roxas' lower back. Trailing close to the bottom hem of Roxas' tshirt.]
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Y-You smell like sunshine.
[Even if it's embarrassing to repeat and brings a blush to his cheeks, it's the truth.]
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You smell really good too.
[With that, Sora moves to tug Roxas to the bed so they can flop down on it. Even the pillows and blankets are all Roxas. Sora is living a dream.]
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I don't think I do...
[Roxas was at gym, and even taking a shower after he doesn't feel like he's all that nice smelling.
There's a soft squeak as they flop down, Roxas trying not to land on Sora. He blinks as he watches Sora.]
You okay?
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He doesn't mind as they flop down on the bed and he only smiles at Roxas with wide blue eyes.]
I'm more than okay now.
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Nodding a bit, Roxas pulls Sora a little closer.]
You seem a lot happier than before. [He really wants to ask how mad he made the other, but he's also afraid of the answer.]
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